January 2011
Never have I ever, felt this much heartache.
5 foods.
1. Pasta with peas
2. Angora` frozen yogurt
3. watermelon
4.starbucks
5. meatballs
6 places you want to go
1.Greece
2.Italy
3.Paris
4.Bahamas
5.Finland
6.San Fransisco
Why do I feel like everything’s falling apart?
I dont know anymore about anything. Whats wrong with me ? What am I missing ? What can I do ? Please someone tell me.
7 wants
1- to get into a company within 2 years. Somewhere in Europe. Specifically Greece.
2- my boyfriend to make me feel like im the only girl that matters to him besides family /friends
3- better feet
4- perfect raspberry colored hair
5- to remain healthy
6- a guy to give me a bouquet of my favorite flowers (dark blue moonflowers) for absolutely no reason.
7- perfect ballet technique
8 fears
1 - rejection
2- injury
3- hospitals
4- blood
5- being dumped in the worst way possible
6- being sick
7- spiders
8- bad dreams
9 loves.
1. BALLET AND BALLET FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
2. FAMILY AND FRIENDS
3. WHITE CHOCOLATE.
4. GODIVA WHITE CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRY
5. GREECE
6. STARBUCKS
7. WHITE CHOCOLATE COVERED OREOS
8. ANGORA` CAFE
9. PINKBERRY
10. BERTUCCIS
10 secrets
1. i hate scary movies
2. i can not be in a hospital for more than a few minutes without passing out
3. i secretly love when guys pick you up and kiss you
4. white chocolate is my life.
5. i want to go to greece and dance there more than anything in the world.
6. i hate window shopping.
7. ive alway been honest with myself about things.
8. i love ballet shhh ;)
9. i hate fish
10. i...
Nothing is going right. I have nobody to turn too, no real home, and so many feelings for other people without ever feeling that they feel the same way back. I dont understand whats wrong … maybe its me.
What a crazy day.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Waste of time. Drinking a little once youre older at parties is different. Doing that stuff now and ruining your life ; to me its not worth it. Drugs are the last thing I would ever do. I have my goals and my dream to focus on .. not something like this.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
National Ballet of Greece company <3
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single...
With Branden<3 I know people say you dont really know what love is at a young age.. and it may sound wrong to say i love him.. so if it does ill just say he’s the closest thing to it. Literally all he has to do is text me and my face lights up. He makes me so happy.Just being around him and thinking to myself wow.. he’s mine. And although I worry about it everyday that it’s...